Gimme A Chance...

You think that they’ll always be there
Through it all.
But you can’t always rely on them
To catch you when you fall.

Sometimes you find yourself
Lost in the crowd.
Doing all that you can
But never making them proud.

You follow each step
That everyone takes-
You’re living your life for them,
But as a fake.

They lie to you,
You lie to them.
When will you realize,
You can do whatever you want to do?

When you finally stand up,
You find yourself being pushed back down.
And you’re left all alone,
With nothing but a frown.

Nobody cares
About what you have to say,
In this life,
It only goes their way.

Nobody cares,
What you want to do.
For they rule everyone,
Including you.

Nobody knows what it’s like,
To sit at home and be alone tonight.
And nobody knows what it’s like,
To never have anything ever go right.

But young girl, stop your crying,
Stop your tears.
No one can help you,
You just have to get over your fears.

Stand up to those,
Who put pressure on you.
Let them know what it is
That you want to do.

If they laugh,
Then you laugh too.
If they point,
Just point back at you.

Let them know you’re sick
Of always following them around,
That you don’t want to be,
Just another background sound.

You’ll feel much better,
After conquering your fear.
But you’ll still be looking,
For someone to be near.

Someone will come,
They eventually do.
‘Cause after you stood up,
They’ll be looking up to you.

Just take a lesson from this.
Never let anyone tell you how to live your life,
Or who you should be.
Just smile and say back to them,
“I just want to be me.”

The Academy Is....

The Academy Is... new cd comes out Tuesday,
I can't wait.
I'm listening to their new cd
rite now as i'm writing this blog.
Also Monday is my best friend
Denise's B-day.
She's so happy cuz their new album
comes out da day after her b-day.
So far my fav. song 4rm their new album is called,
"We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands"
Dis song rocks.

New Album Come's Out April 3,2007

Spring Break Has Finally Arrived...

Today was my last day of skool.
I don't go back for another two weeks.
But fuck do I have a shit load of Homework,
especially from Spanish class(i hate dis class).
Wut's even worse is dat i have to write 2 essays...
But at least i get to hangout wit my friends.
I'm suppose to be grounded,
but my dad said if i behave he'll let me go out.
Rite now da time is currently 2pm.
Bored........................
Gawd,
I'm glad it's finally Spring Break,
but at dis point and time,
I'm already bored.

The Art of Losing....

I've lost myself as I went to
High School...
I knew it wud be different,
but I didn't think so much stuff wud change.
I used to be always happy and not
MOODY.
Friends and ex-boyfriends...
say i'm emo,
and they are probably rite.
I just haven't seen it yet.


"We do not change as we grow older, we change because we become more clear of who we really are"

Dead On Arrival...

Bored..............
I have nothing to do.
My parents blocked myspace,
so can't go on there...
I have no homework(thank gawd).
2moro i start with the worst class evr(spanish).
Continueing with my borin life,
Life Sucks.

I'll Take My Chances...

So...
today was crazy at skool!!!!!
First we had a black-out,
then it started to rain and da wind was blown hard,
and last there was thunder that scared the crap out of me.
But neway...
so i'm on spring break next week,
and me and my friend have it all planned(lolz).
We plan to egg dis guy(Jack) house next week...
but da only problem is my parents won't let me out after dark,
so we have a problem...
I Should Sneak Out!!!!!!!

An Ordinary Day, An Ordinary Girl...

Well...i guess today was ok...
ordinary and boring as usual.
COLD.
Dance practice was better than last week's.
Dis week is my last week,
and for da next 2weeks...
Spring Break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm grounded, so idk if my parents will
let me out...hopefully.

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs....

Fall Out Boy's new video finally came out!!!
I just got done watching and I love it,
first of all bcuz, well who doesn't luve FOB...
and second bcuz the video has monkeys in it
and monkeys are my favorite animals.
Neway everyone shud check it...
I bet my friend Denise is very excited that the video
finally came out (lolz).

Newport Living

"Everyone's a let down
It just depends on how far down they can go
In every circle of friends there's a whore
The one who flirts
And does a little more
But who's to say?
This is a social scene anyway

And if you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie you don't deserve to have them
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends"
by Cute Is What We Aim For

Everyone has a clique with the one person who decides to turn their back against,
and those are the ones who end up with no friends and no life.
Make sure you know who are your true friends,
cuz u never know what they might do to you.

Life is short, so take a chance, and go after what u want, cuz u never know what's going to happen the next day.

You're Crashing, But You're No Wave

My dance practice today was so bad,
it's not even funny.
First of all,
my friend and I just kept making eachother
laugh and my teacher was gettn mad at us.
Second,
we both kept messin up and everytime we did,
we had to start da dance all over again.
Dis one grl(Laura)just kept gettn mad at us,
bcuz everytime we messed we started over.
And plus she thinks she's little miss perfect(bitch).
Neway.....
Dance practice today was crap.
Well...
I'm gonna continue watching my show,
George Lopez,lolz.

3rd Period.......

Today Ms.Nicdao waz not at skool,
so we had a sub.
We got assigned a classwork but,
decided not to do it
and instead did pretty much w/e we wanted to do.
Between 1:40 & 2:30pm...
I made a big mistake to teach my friend
a little ryhme thing.
So here it goes:
Wutcha doin?
Eating chocolate.
Where'd u get it?
From my dog.
Where's ur dog?
On the porch.
What's he doin?
Makin more.
So after I tought her that,
she was sayin it all through class
and after skool,
now I regret teaching her that.

Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying

Today was no skool...
but i had a 3-5pg report due 2moro.
Chatted with some friends online...
Chatted with friends on the phone.
Currently watching the F List on FUSE...
dis music rocks!!!!!
Neway, my day has been ok,
I guess.
At this point and time,
I'm bored.

Endlessly She Said.....

If you looked inside a girl
You would see
How much she cries
How much
She really lies
You would find
Many secrets
Some good
Many bad
But mostly
You'll see
How hard it really is
To stay strong when
Everything you thought
Was right went wrong.

Dis is just a poem i decided to write just rite now. Hopefully u like it.

A Good Day...

Can go from good to bad,u shall never kno. Today has been good. Got up and went to the mall with my mom and now i'm workin on my homework. Gotta go continue,i'll write more later.

Love Me or Hate Me

So...I got nothing to do on the computer bcuz my parents blocked my fav. cite to go on, so I decided to get a blog to let ppl kno bout skool,friends, family and other stuff. Rite now, i'm babysitting my lil bro and sis when i should be a party,but no, i'm stuck babysittn,wut joy. Neway, my life is pretty much crap except my closest friends, they're the best thing I got rite now and I love them to death. This blog will let me explain my life in ways I couldn't explain it b4...so hopefully everyone likes it.