freshmen stalker....

today i met dis new
grl [freshmen] at lunch.
we were just talkin,
gettin to kno eachothr.
den outta nowhere,
she asked me if i had
gone to Hawaii ovr the summer.
i told her ya.
then she tells me she saw me there
and i just kinda freaked out.
i can't believe she remembers me.
i have never seen her b4 until
today.
so i just got a lil creeped out by dat.
sam calls her my stalker...

it's as thick as our skulls yet it's thinner than air....

only 2 more days of summer vaca left!!!!!
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe summer
went by so fast.

dis summer i think has been
da worst summer for me so far.
i mean,
i "lost" a best friend,
went thru a lot of drama shit,
and othr crap i don't evn wanna
talk bout.
i think da only good thing dat
happend to me dis summer
was my b-day of course and
da fact dat i went to Hawaii.
dats it.

well,
a new year is bout to begin...
hopefully it's better den da last.
freshmen yr was nothin
but DRAMA.

we're livin in our own private idaho...

so yesturday i went
to Knotts wit sam.
omg!
it was so fuckn hot ovr there.
we ended up leavin like at
4pm cuz it was so damn
hot.
and all da water rides lines
were so long,it
wasn't evn funny.

neway,
wed. i gotz orientation [ehh]
i really don't wanna go.

when did ur heart go missin, when did ur heart go missin....

ya,
so last week i was in Hawaii
and it was fun and
so fckn nice there.
i wish i cud've stayed longer.

neway,
next week i have orientation
on wed. i think.
and my first day of skool
is aug. 27....wut joy [sayin sarcastically]
dis weekend shud be fun tho.
i have a friend's quince to
go to friday nite.
sunday i'm goin to knotts
wit sam and sleepin
ovr her gma's house.
i'm really suppose to go
to confirmation class
to make up an assignment i
didn't do,
but who cares.
o ya,
sat. i gotta go buy skool books,
dats not fun.
next friday is my friend
jessica's party.
and dats pretty much it.

da only good thing bout
skool is i have classes
wit my best friends dis yr.
me and sam have 4 classes
together.
denise and me have 3 classes
together.
and my othr friend sam
and me have 2 classes togethr.
so it's all good.

do you feel the weight of the world singing sorrow...

so in 2 days i leave to
Hawaii for a week.
i'm so scared to get
on da airplane considerin
i've nevr been on an
airplane before...

neway,
my personal life has been
kinda hecktic.
me and dis guy i like
are not really sure if it
wud wrk out btwn us
if we were in a relationship.
but we were in the process
of figuring dat out...

to be cont....

not being able to go out wit da guy u like sux....

my parents won't
let me go out wit dis guy
i really like cuz they
said i've been going out
too much dis week
already.
so i can't go out wit him
till i get back 4rm hawaii,
and dats 2wks 4rm now.
it sux,
evn he says it sux
and dat my parents are unfair.