THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh realy? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so what did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss ne thing that
great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence<.......... boy- is something wrong? girl- no nothing at all boy- good. girl- ..............how much do u care about me? boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could. girl- u would? boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried<>breaks into
tears<......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would
give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die
for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be
here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.



BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.



NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...


THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a
bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

Well,
as you may kno,
i got this 4rm myspace on a buletin.
i thought it was really sad
but it get's you thinkin
if the ppl that say they love
you really love you.
especially if ur wit someone.

i hope he dies....

fuckin Jack,
i swear me and my parents
want to kill dis guy.
kinda hard to believe
my parents do...
but neway.
dis asshole sends
me a message tellin me off,
so i replied and told him
off....
well laura found out bout it today.
and today aftr skool,
let's just say it wasn't pretty....
me and her were in the front
of da skool just screamin at eachothr.
so now i hate her also.
and so does my mom.
i hope they both go to HELL.

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing, Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see......

omg!!!!
there are a lot of freshies at skool now.
but it was so funny,
practically all da freshies
came to skool wit their
mothers walkin dem into the campus.
me and my friends were just
laughin.
i mean,
we were't that scared enough
to come in wit our mother's.
wut a bunch of wimps...lol.
but there are so many of dem!!!!!

we're not falling in love, we're just falling apart...

"don't tell me that you really
love when deep down
you really don't....
i just wanna know the fuckin
truth and if this
gawd damn relationship
is gonna work,
if you know it's not,
tell me so i can move on
in life and away from you"

i kno this post sounds like
i'm pissed at someone,
but i'm really not.
i'm not evn wit neone.
but i just fuckin
hate liers and so does
every othr grl.

i'm the type of girl
who wants an honest
guy and who will be there
for me when i need him.
i want him to tell me when
he's mad or sad.
i just want an honest guy
who will love me for me
and not be affraid to hangout wit
me when i'm wit my friends.
i want him to like me for me.

4rm now and till forevr, we will always be best friends...

so called friends are like season,
but a true friend come once in a life time
so if ur not sure ur friendship is meant to last forever
then u need to draw a line
and let them go
because that person will stab u in the back
true friends are nice
they will never do that
they're always willing to make a sacrifice
to keep thing right
and always there to back u up
whenever theres a fight
they'll be ready to buck
they'll never leave u hanging
when them bows start swanging

only 5 wks left to go [sigh]....

ya so today,
i officially finished my first
wk of summer skool.
so far i'm doin really good.
i've gotten all A's on my
quizzes and test dis wk,
so hopefully,
my teacher recommends
me for honors geometry
for the fall.

so little people, so little time...

only 8 ppl in my
summer math class.
went by fast today.
we went thru one chaptr
today and finished
and now we have a
quiz 2moro.
but he gives alot
alot of homework.
today he gaves us 5pgs
worth of hw.
but it's kool cuz my teacher
lest us wk on it durin class.
well the skool is like empty,
hardly neone there.
but next wk i kno for sure,
it's gonna be crazy
wit incomin freshmen...

today is the day we appreciate our dad.....

at first we had no idea
wut to get my dad.
so my mom went to look
for a gift wit out us.
she ended up gettin him
a nice shirt and some nice
dark jeans.
but my dad doesn't like da
jeans so we gotta return
dem.
later on,
we're goin to my aunt's
house for a party
for father's day.
it shud be fun.

and also,
my sickness got worse,
i now have a cough,
my throat hurts,
and i have a cold.
hopefully i feel a lil
better 2moro cuz i
gotz skool in da mornin.....

[sigh]

why must we suffer when things don't go according to plan....

i'm sick,
and it sux.
i was suppose to go
to a party tonite but
i can't cuz i don't feel
good and i figure if i do go
i'll just get more sick.

i start summer skool
monday which i'm ok
wit cuz it's better then
being at home doin absolutely
nothin.
it shud be fun but i have no
clue who's gonna be in my class...

i am soooooooo screwed....

i just got the mail
and my report card came.
well i didn't do so well
and my parents are gonna
kill me.
now i don't think they are
gonna let me go to
da FOB concert....
ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the mysterious ticking noise and stick figures on crack...

flames is to dust,lovers is to friends,why do all good things come to an end....

"Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming"

i walked so much today, i nevr wanna walk again....

so today i met up
wit my friends sam and melissa
at our old skool and also my
friend D.
for lunch we decided to go to
Micky D's.
well we were gonna go
to the one on Atlantic cuz
we thought it was the closest one.
well,
while we were walking,
we saw our friend Michael.
and he asked us where were goin
and we told him,
and he's like
"y u goin to the farthest one when
there's one like 5 blks down"
we're like
"are u kidding me"
so we had to walk back and
went the rite way.
but it took us forevr,
it felt like we were walkin
forevr and evr.
it took us like 30min to get
there and it only took us 10min
to come back.
so when we got back to the skool
we were so tired.
sam,me and D just went into
the conference room to relax
and we looked at old yrbks.
but omg,
it was hell walkin all dat time.
now i'm just tired
and i currently have a headache
from being in the sun so long...
we are nevr walkin to micky d's
again....

and to top it all off,
on our way to micky d's,
some guy whistle at us
and we looked
and he said hi to us.
we just looked and laughed...

so far.....

so far my summer vaca.
is ok...
friday i went to my friend's
graduation and
hanged out wit some of
my old friends.
friday nite was fun for me.
we evn took pics
at the playground area.
we meetin up again tuesday
and i think also friday
at our old skool
cuz one of our teachers needs help...
so ya.

yesturday i went to a Dodgers
game and we lost.
i had no clue at wut
was goin on during the game.
i just sat there listening to my
ipod da whole time.
but b4 we went to the game,
my sis and me went to go hangout
wit my cuzns for a while.

today i had to get up and
go to mass cuz my lil bro
was gonna read at da mass.
dat mass was so long...
and now i'm doin nothin...
2moro i mite go to the mall...

o, and i also went to the mall
yesturday and bought some
clothes for the summer.
i spent like almost $50.

well i'm go and continue my boring
day....

last day as freshmen at CSHM....

yup yup yup
today was my last day of skool
and also my last day of being
a freshmen,
hell ya!!!!!!!!

but i only get a wk of vaca.
cuz i start summer skool
june 18 [sigh].

so all next wk i'ma lay around
my casa and do nada.
well tues. laura and me
are goin back to our old
skool to hangout since we
have no lives[j/k.]

curently...
listinening:Shiny Toy Guns
talking to:Allen & Laura
wishing: i cud go out wit mi amigas

2 more exams and we're done wit our 1st yr in high school....

i can't believe how fast
this yr went.
i remember when i was in
8th gr. and was scared to go
to high school.
now dat my 1st yr is ovr,
i can't wait till next yr.

i hope next yr is way better
den the kinda yr i
had dis yr...lol.
so 2moro,
da last 2 exams i have is
spanish and art.
spanish i think i mite fail
since all wk i've been
hearing how hard it is.
and art,
i think i'll do ok,
hopefully better then last time.

neway,
i gotz to go back to studying...
wish me luck!!!!

i don't know what to do....

let me tell u something
that's been on my mind
da last couple of days...

i like these two cute guys.
one goes to my skool and
the othr got kicked outta
da skool.
one of them i met in
my dance class and he's
2yrs older than me,
so i'm not sure if he wud have
time for gf cuz he's involved
in so many activities at skool.

da othr guy is really really cute.
i had 2 classes wit him,
until he got kicked out.
i was gonna tell him i liked him too,
but i was too late and he had
already left the skool.

so,i think i'm gonna choose
the guy that got kicked out,
cuz he's really HOT,
and i always wonder what
wud've happened if he never left
the skool,
so i'm starting to talk to him on
myspace, hoping
to catch his attention
on me[lol]

but then again i do also
like the othr guy...
i don't know what to do......

take the pain outta love and then love won't exist...

yesturday i went to see
Shrek 3...
it wasn't all dat gr8t.

i also went to a party,
which wasn't dat fun as
they usually are.

well,dis wk i have finals,
sucks.
my last wk of skool
and i'm stuck takin test.
today,
during 3rd period,
my class was suppose to have a
pizza party,
but ms.nicdao was absent
cuz she ran a marathon yesturday,
i hope she's ok and relaxed enough.

so today was good,
nothin bad happened,
no drama and everyday
i'm gettin ovr dat asshole ex of mine.
i have a very very bad feelin,
something is gonna happen
dis summer or in soft-more yr
btwn me and him,
i kno him so well to predict da future.
but i promise u dis,
I WILL NEVER EVER GET BACK WIT HIM AGAIN!!

fuck what i said before, it don't mean shit now....

i just wish things cud go
back like they were before...
with no drama...

today was the Junior's mass
and pretty much their "special" day...
all the songs they played before
the mass,
me and my friend jazmin were
singing to dem,
like singing out loud,
my friend Livvy was just looking
at us as if we were wierd,
but we are and proud of it,lol.

dis weekend i have nothin or nowhere
to go or do,
wait...
i got finals to study for
[damn]
o well....

currently listening to: Sum 41 "Underclass Heroes"
wishing: i go out wit my amigas and just have fun
mood: flirty and hyper
quote of the day: "live life to the fullest and don't anything bring you down"