homecoming dance changed it all....

october 12,2007:
da day of the homecoming dance and game.
but b4 i talk bout dat,
i'll say or write wut i did b4 dat.
so aftr skool,
i went to my best friend's house
along wit my other friend.
it was so funny.
we danced and sang so stupidly.
ate pizza,watched a movie
and den went to da game.
the game was fun n funny.
met some new people.
but the most memorable thing
i will not forget is da dance.
my good friend amber invited her friend
mark to da dance and he came.
we all danced in a grp and
he was sorta dancing,not really.
so i decided to dance wit him.
and aftr dat,
omg, it was da best.
we danced all nite
and let's just say we
didn't let go of eachothr all nite.
da whole time we were holding hands
and talking and dancing.
he evn asked me to slow dance.
and he's cute,
goes to Salesian,plays baseball,
wrestling and cross country.
all my friends were jealous
goes i hooked up wit a Salesian boy.lolz
he's really sweet n funny.
in da end, we hooked up
and we gave eachothr a good nite
kiss but only on da cheek.
now,
we talk everyday.
2moro i'm so excited cuz he's
coming to my skool just to see me.
we're gonna hangout there for a couple
of hours and then i don't see him
again till da week aftr.
but i'm really glad i met him
and with him.
and i have my good friend amber to thank
for that =] lolz.

nothing is as boring as the truth....

dis weekend was so frickin
busy!!!!
friday nite i went to
my school's football game.
it was freakin' cold!!!
and we lost =p.
saturday i worked at my
school's fiesta all day.
and at nite my familia
was at my house
to watch the UCLA game,
which we also lost =p.
sunday i worked again at da fiesta
and now i'm just tired.

dis wk is homecoming week
at school.
tuesday-pajama day
wednesday-superhero day
thursday-twin day
friday-theme day,game nite and dance

but friday nite i'm goin
to my best friend denise's house
aftr skool,go to da game
and go back to her house.
so i ain't goin to da dance.
and my friend sam will be wit us.

so i'm real excited for friday nite!!!

i got away with murder last nite in the parking lot.....

dis weekend has been
very boring.
but next weekend shud
be fun.
friday nite i'm goin to
a football game wit
my friends.
sat. and sun. morning
i'm working at my old skool's
fiesta with my friend mel.
and dats my weekend.

today,
i went to the store
with my mom and i saw
my good friend cyrus.
we talked.
and he now knows my
friend issie
shom i've not talkn
to since 8th gr.

so 2moro,
on wit skool....

i'ma fool for love cuz i just can't give you up...

skool today was fun.
except my bestie sam sam
didn't come today.
densie and i were so bored
wit out her.
[tear]

dance practice was fun.
except dat sam is a total bitch.
and also cindy.

neway,
ya so 2moro i have confirmation
class and i have to sign up
for da fiesta
but i ain't gonna, so w/e.

i don't feel like writing
nemore....
maybe later.

a song is not a buisness plan....

i know i haven't been
updated my blog
in awhile, so here i go.

skool[egh]:
best class is biology.
u can never stop laughn in dat
class.
next is math cuz we always
watch dis show called "Numbers"
it's awesome!!!
health is also fun.
lit. is fun cuz i gotz
da best teacher ms.nicdao.
i hate spanish class.
and religion is egh.

personal life:
i hooked up wit dis guy
i used to like a lot
den we broke up.
and now he's askn to get
back together but i keep
sayn no.
and now i think he hates me.
kinda sucks.

friends:
sam is now an official BITCH!!!
i haven't talked to her
since da friday game.
denise and my othr friend
sam are plannin a homecoming
movie nite.
instead of goin to da dance,
we are goin to denise's casa
to watch movies.
laura and i are now talkin.
but not as much as we used to.
yahir and i are now very good
friends.
i guess u can say best friends.
i gotz invited to 2 quinces
in oct.
so i'm goin to those.


family:
nothing is really goin
on wit my family.
kinda boring.

so,here's ur update.enjoy.
i'll write more anothr day.
whenevr i feel like it.

i don't know wut to do.....

CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

monster,how shud i kno, creatures lie here....

today was da best day
at skool so far.
religion class was so funny.
but my friends and me got
in trouble cuz we talked and
laughed to much and didn't
do our wrk da way our teacher
wanted us to do.
but w/e.
lolz

never drink a monster evr!!!

new school year, new me, new relationship...

so saturday was a very
boring day for me
except for one thing...
my good friend oscar,
whom i've liked for a while now,
asked me if i wanted to hook up.
i'm really glad i'm wit him.
i mean,
he's awesome and sweet.

so i told sam today,
and she asked,
"well,wut kind of hookup?"
and den she got me thinkn
cuz i really didn't kno
wut he ment by "hookup"
so i called him today,
but he didn't answer,
so i told him to call me when he
gets da chance.

i really hope he means
"relationship hookup"
sam says we're cute.
so i'm glad she's ok wit him.
unlike my others...

freshmen stalker....

today i met dis new
grl [freshmen] at lunch.
we were just talkin,
gettin to kno eachothr.
den outta nowhere,
she asked me if i had
gone to Hawaii ovr the summer.
i told her ya.
then she tells me she saw me there
and i just kinda freaked out.
i can't believe she remembers me.
i have never seen her b4 until
today.
so i just got a lil creeped out by dat.
sam calls her my stalker...

it's as thick as our skulls yet it's thinner than air....

only 2 more days of summer vaca left!!!!!
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe summer
went by so fast.

dis summer i think has been
da worst summer for me so far.
i mean,
i "lost" a best friend,
went thru a lot of drama shit,
and othr crap i don't evn wanna
talk bout.
i think da only good thing dat
happend to me dis summer
was my b-day of course and
da fact dat i went to Hawaii.
dats it.

well,
a new year is bout to begin...
hopefully it's better den da last.
freshmen yr was nothin
but DRAMA.

we're livin in our own private idaho...

so yesturday i went
to Knotts wit sam.
omg!
it was so fuckn hot ovr there.
we ended up leavin like at
4pm cuz it was so damn
hot.
and all da water rides lines
were so long,it
wasn't evn funny.

neway,
wed. i gotz orientation [ehh]
i really don't wanna go.

when did ur heart go missin, when did ur heart go missin....

ya,
so last week i was in Hawaii
and it was fun and
so fckn nice there.
i wish i cud've stayed longer.

neway,
next week i have orientation
on wed. i think.
and my first day of skool
is aug. 27....wut joy [sayin sarcastically]
dis weekend shud be fun tho.
i have a friend's quince to
go to friday nite.
sunday i'm goin to knotts
wit sam and sleepin
ovr her gma's house.
i'm really suppose to go
to confirmation class
to make up an assignment i
didn't do,
but who cares.
o ya,
sat. i gotta go buy skool books,
dats not fun.
next friday is my friend
jessica's party.
and dats pretty much it.

da only good thing bout
skool is i have classes
wit my best friends dis yr.
me and sam have 4 classes
together.
denise and me have 3 classes
together.
and my othr friend sam
and me have 2 classes togethr.
so it's all good.

do you feel the weight of the world singing sorrow...

so in 2 days i leave to
Hawaii for a week.
i'm so scared to get
on da airplane considerin
i've nevr been on an
airplane before...

neway,
my personal life has been
kinda hecktic.
me and dis guy i like
are not really sure if it
wud wrk out btwn us
if we were in a relationship.
but we were in the process
of figuring dat out...

to be cont....

not being able to go out wit da guy u like sux....

my parents won't
let me go out wit dis guy
i really like cuz they
said i've been going out
too much dis week
already.
so i can't go out wit him
till i get back 4rm hawaii,
and dats 2wks 4rm now.
it sux,
evn he says it sux
and dat my parents are unfair.

fun in da sun all summer long....

saturday was my party.
it was fun.
i got alot of money,
some clothes
and some shoes.
othr den dat,
saturday was fun.

sunday i went to sam's
nino's house for a party.
we went swimming
and saw Preminition.
it was a kool movie.

monday i went to Knott's
wit my cuzn Kriz.
it was fckn fun.
we pretty much went
on every ride there
and of course got wet.
me and kriz got wet da most.
we didn't get home till
like 12am.
but yesturday was fun.

today,
i'm not doin nethin
except my lil bro's game
tonite and aftr they are
haveing a party at Shakees.
i really don't wanna go.

and i got asked out to da
movies wit dis guy i really
like but my parents said i cudn't
go cuz they said
i shud rest frm yesturday.
so 2moro we mite go
to da movies or somthin.
i really really like dis
guy.
i get nerves everytime i talk
to him.
i guess dat proves dat i'm finally
over my ex!!!

fer sure,maybe,fer sure not, fer sure f, fer sure fall....

today was my last day of
summer skool!!!!
i gotz an A in my math class
and like i've said
a million times,
i'm gettin recommended
for honors geometry.
ya!!!!!!
at the end of class today
we had a cupcake fight
which was fun.
our face was covered wit
frosting.
lol.
lotz of pics were taken too.
today was da best
except
for the fact we had
to take a final exam,
dat part sucked.

born for this (everybody live like it's the last day u will ever see)...

today is the day b4 my birthday.
but i'm really excited for my b-day
party dis saturday!
first of all cuz,
i'll be chillin wit my awesome cuzns.
and second,cuz,
i invited the guy i like
and he said he was comin!!!
saturday will be the best party ever!!!!
but it also sux cuz my 2 best friends
can't come cuz one is in mexico
and da othr is busy doin idk wut.

changing the subject....

so ya, bout dis guy i like...
we've been talking a lot on myspace.
he knows i like him cuz i
told him
and i'm pretty sure he likes me too
cuz he's been flirting a lot wit me.=]
but then again,
i feel kinda bad cuz he still
has a gf....
but he said they are breaking
up soon....
so i guess it's all good.lol.

crushing on him....

ya,
so i'm finally completely
ovr my ex.
i have a new crush.
he's really funny
and sweet.
i don't wanna say
nething that mite
jinks it,
but we cud be hookin
up soon.

=]

Meez...

dis is me.
lol.

got the wings of a butterfly....

i'm so glad my
math teacher is gonna
recommend me for
honors geometry.
i hope i make it in.

today,
sam and me went
to the Citadel
to shop.
we were there for like
3hrs i think or more.
idk.
but it was fun and hot.
i'm glad i bought
a new shirt!.
=]

and next week is my b-day!!!!
and my last week of summer
skool.
next saturday is a party
at my house.
and in 2wks we leave
to Hawaii.
i'm so excited and scared =/.

Fun in the summer sun wit friends and lotzof partying...

let me give you the update
in my life rite now.

1st of all,
my math class is almost over!!!!
just 5 more days
and it's finally ovr!!!!!

my b-day is next wednesday
July 25.

me and my best friend
are goin to the
Citadel to go shoppin
rite aftr skool 2moro.

and next weekend
is a party at my house
for me of course.
it's gonna be awesome!!

last weekend's party
was fuckin awesome!!
it was at my cuzn Kriz's
house.
we were in da front at
nite hangin out and
me tryin to skateboard
[wasn't pretty]
and evry 5min,
the cops drove by
just very slowy and starin at us
and all our parents
were in da backyard
gambling.lol.
but we said hi to da cops
and my cuzn almost got hit
by a car.
it was the best party evr.
and also we went swimmin.

but my party
is gonna be awesome.
there's gonna be a
water balloon fight
and more games dat involve
water and we're gonna
party till the sun comes up.
lol.

a conflict dat happened between two people on myspace....

HIM:you still dont get it huh
after all what weve been through you still don't get it huh

HER:u kno wut,
no i don't.
if u cud explain to it to me
maybe i wud get it.

HIM:god look i miss you but i don't like you and i don't plan on liking you so i stopped talking to you so i can stop talking to you i wont like you anymore and i don't want to talk to you so dont be offended when i say i dont want to talk to you

all you need to know is that you wil always be in my heart
and thats all you need to know

and i dont wont talk to you becouse maybe i'll fall in love like i did back then

the truth is that your one of those persone that i feel confertable with and thats all im going to say

and when you reply dont make any smart ass remarks cuz i get tired of them

HER:dude,
i miss you too and i can't forget u
cuz like u were my first tru love
and i can't forget dat.
and honestly,
i don't want to like you cuz then
i kno somethin will happen dat we
both don't want to happen.
i mean,
look wut happend to us dis last time.
i honestly try to forget you
everyday.
but everytime i try to forget,
all those feelins i had just come back.
and i hate it.
and seein you at skool
just makes it harder.

look,
i didn;t mean to hurt you.
and i'm sorry for always bein a smartass
wit you.

i'm just sry.

HIM:hell how do you think i feel
im confused and i just miss you
i dont like you
to tell you the truth i kinda like someone else
and that's all im going to say
just talk to to your friends forget about me


HER:believe me when i say
I'M TRYING TO FORGET YOU!!!!!!
and i don't like you either.
i like someone else also.

to be honest,
i think we'll both be ovr dis
when u leave [no offense]
not seein eachothr will help
us both.

regret,remember, and know.....

never regret the things that
once made you smile.
always remember who your
true friends are.
and know that your family
will always be there for you.

this is the potential breakup song...

TRANSFORMERS, formers in disguise....lol....

ya,
so,
sunday i was forced to
go to da movies to go
see
Transformers which i really
didn't want to see.
but in the end,
i thought it was a kool movie.
the music in it was
awesome and
Shia Labeuf
looked really cute in it.

so i'm glad
my dad forced me outta
of bed and dragged me
to see dat movie.

so desperate for money, we are so frickin poor...lol...

ok here's da story
bout wut happened today
at the mall.
me and my friend sam went
to the mall today aftr skool.
we had lunch and then
went shoppin.
we went to evry store
cuz we werent leavin till 4:30pm.
well at the end of our trip,
aftr we spent most of our money
on clothes,
we saw dis really cute purse and
it was on sale
buy one get one free.
well it only cost $8,
so we decided to put our money
together but all we needed
was a frickin quater.
and we didn't have it.
we were so desperate,
we decided to go walk around the
mall just to see if we
can find a frickin quater
on the damn floor.
we were gettn ready to ask
someone,dats how bad it was.lol.
it sux we didn't get those cute bags.
[[tear*]]

his little wishpers,love me,dats all i asked for,love me love me

holy crap,
i have a final exam 2moro in
math!!!!!!!!!!!
AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope i do good
cuz i haven't been doin too well
on my tests and quizzes.
but i did get a B on my test today.
so i guess dats good.
i really gotta improve
so i can get into honors geometry.
my friends say i'm crazy to go
into honors in math
only cuz they think it's hard.
but i find math ez for me.

neway,
yesturday,
4th of july,
was fun.
i went swimmin at my nino's
house.
went home to lite some firworks.
i almost burned myself
while litin a firwork.lol.
and 2moro i'm goin to da mall wit
my friend in La Puente.
[i think thats where we're goin]

Honda Civic Tour....

performing:

FALL OUT BOY
THE ACADEMY IS
+44
COBRA STARSHIP
PAUL WALL

JULY 2,2007
@
THE HONDA CENTER


DIS WAS THE BEST FUCKIN CONCERT
EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went wit my friends denise and sam.
we all loved it.
and by the way,
denise got us lost and almost killed.
lol.
[[i still luv ya denise,lol]]
but it was really kool
cuz we had good seats evn tho
they weren't floor seats.
and at the end
Pete Wentz was like rite there
performing in front of us!!!!!
gawd, i luv dat guy!!!!
but all da othr bands were awesome too.
i'm so glad i went,
but i did have to go to skool
da next day,
but it was worth it.

THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh realy? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so what did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss ne thing that
great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence<.......... boy- is something wrong? girl- no nothing at all boy- good. girl- ..............how much do u care about me? boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could. girl- u would? boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried<>breaks into
tears<......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would
give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die
for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be
here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.



BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.



NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...


THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a
bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

Well,
as you may kno,
i got this 4rm myspace on a buletin.
i thought it was really sad
but it get's you thinkin
if the ppl that say they love
you really love you.
especially if ur wit someone.

i hope he dies....

fuckin Jack,
i swear me and my parents
want to kill dis guy.
kinda hard to believe
my parents do...
but neway.
dis asshole sends
me a message tellin me off,
so i replied and told him
off....
well laura found out bout it today.
and today aftr skool,
let's just say it wasn't pretty....
me and her were in the front
of da skool just screamin at eachothr.
so now i hate her also.
and so does my mom.
i hope they both go to HELL.

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing, Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see......

omg!!!!
there are a lot of freshies at skool now.
but it was so funny,
practically all da freshies
came to skool wit their
mothers walkin dem into the campus.
me and my friends were just
laughin.
i mean,
we were't that scared enough
to come in wit our mother's.
wut a bunch of wimps...lol.
but there are so many of dem!!!!!

we're not falling in love, we're just falling apart...

"don't tell me that you really
love when deep down
you really don't....
i just wanna know the fuckin
truth and if this
gawd damn relationship
is gonna work,
if you know it's not,
tell me so i can move on
in life and away from you"

i kno this post sounds like
i'm pissed at someone,
but i'm really not.
i'm not evn wit neone.
but i just fuckin
hate liers and so does
every othr grl.

i'm the type of girl
who wants an honest
guy and who will be there
for me when i need him.
i want him to tell me when
he's mad or sad.
i just want an honest guy
who will love me for me
and not be affraid to hangout wit
me when i'm wit my friends.
i want him to like me for me.

4rm now and till forevr, we will always be best friends...

so called friends are like season,
but a true friend come once in a life time
so if ur not sure ur friendship is meant to last forever
then u need to draw a line
and let them go
because that person will stab u in the back
true friends are nice
they will never do that
they're always willing to make a sacrifice
to keep thing right
and always there to back u up
whenever theres a fight
they'll be ready to buck
they'll never leave u hanging
when them bows start swanging

only 5 wks left to go [sigh]....

ya so today,
i officially finished my first
wk of summer skool.
so far i'm doin really good.
i've gotten all A's on my
quizzes and test dis wk,
so hopefully,
my teacher recommends
me for honors geometry
for the fall.

so little people, so little time...

only 8 ppl in my
summer math class.
went by fast today.
we went thru one chaptr
today and finished
and now we have a
quiz 2moro.
but he gives alot
alot of homework.
today he gaves us 5pgs
worth of hw.
but it's kool cuz my teacher
lest us wk on it durin class.
well the skool is like empty,
hardly neone there.
but next wk i kno for sure,
it's gonna be crazy
wit incomin freshmen...

today is the day we appreciate our dad.....

at first we had no idea
wut to get my dad.
so my mom went to look
for a gift wit out us.
she ended up gettin him
a nice shirt and some nice
dark jeans.
but my dad doesn't like da
jeans so we gotta return
dem.
later on,
we're goin to my aunt's
house for a party
for father's day.
it shud be fun.

and also,
my sickness got worse,
i now have a cough,
my throat hurts,
and i have a cold.
hopefully i feel a lil
better 2moro cuz i
gotz skool in da mornin.....

[sigh]

why must we suffer when things don't go according to plan....

i'm sick,
and it sux.
i was suppose to go
to a party tonite but
i can't cuz i don't feel
good and i figure if i do go
i'll just get more sick.

i start summer skool
monday which i'm ok
wit cuz it's better then
being at home doin absolutely
nothin.
it shud be fun but i have no
clue who's gonna be in my class...

i am soooooooo screwed....

i just got the mail
and my report card came.
well i didn't do so well
and my parents are gonna
kill me.
now i don't think they are
gonna let me go to
da FOB concert....
ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the mysterious ticking noise and stick figures on crack...

flames is to dust,lovers is to friends,why do all good things come to an end....

"Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming"

i walked so much today, i nevr wanna walk again....

so today i met up
wit my friends sam and melissa
at our old skool and also my
friend D.
for lunch we decided to go to
Micky D's.
well we were gonna go
to the one on Atlantic cuz
we thought it was the closest one.
well,
while we were walking,
we saw our friend Michael.
and he asked us where were goin
and we told him,
and he's like
"y u goin to the farthest one when
there's one like 5 blks down"
we're like
"are u kidding me"
so we had to walk back and
went the rite way.
but it took us forevr,
it felt like we were walkin
forevr and evr.
it took us like 30min to get
there and it only took us 10min
to come back.
so when we got back to the skool
we were so tired.
sam,me and D just went into
the conference room to relax
and we looked at old yrbks.
but omg,
it was hell walkin all dat time.
now i'm just tired
and i currently have a headache
from being in the sun so long...
we are nevr walkin to micky d's
again....

and to top it all off,
on our way to micky d's,
some guy whistle at us
and we looked
and he said hi to us.
we just looked and laughed...

so far.....

so far my summer vaca.
is ok...
friday i went to my friend's
graduation and
hanged out wit some of
my old friends.
friday nite was fun for me.
we evn took pics
at the playground area.
we meetin up again tuesday
and i think also friday
at our old skool
cuz one of our teachers needs help...
so ya.

yesturday i went to a Dodgers
game and we lost.
i had no clue at wut
was goin on during the game.
i just sat there listening to my
ipod da whole time.
but b4 we went to the game,
my sis and me went to go hangout
wit my cuzns for a while.

today i had to get up and
go to mass cuz my lil bro
was gonna read at da mass.
dat mass was so long...
and now i'm doin nothin...
2moro i mite go to the mall...

o, and i also went to the mall
yesturday and bought some
clothes for the summer.
i spent like almost $50.

well i'm go and continue my boring
day....

last day as freshmen at CSHM....

yup yup yup
today was my last day of skool
and also my last day of being
a freshmen,
hell ya!!!!!!!!

but i only get a wk of vaca.
cuz i start summer skool
june 18 [sigh].

so all next wk i'ma lay around
my casa and do nada.
well tues. laura and me
are goin back to our old
skool to hangout since we
have no lives[j/k.]

curently...
listinening:Shiny Toy Guns
talking to:Allen & Laura
wishing: i cud go out wit mi amigas

2 more exams and we're done wit our 1st yr in high school....

i can't believe how fast
this yr went.
i remember when i was in
8th gr. and was scared to go
to high school.
now dat my 1st yr is ovr,
i can't wait till next yr.

i hope next yr is way better
den the kinda yr i
had dis yr...lol.
so 2moro,
da last 2 exams i have is
spanish and art.
spanish i think i mite fail
since all wk i've been
hearing how hard it is.
and art,
i think i'll do ok,
hopefully better then last time.

neway,
i gotz to go back to studying...
wish me luck!!!!

i don't know what to do....

let me tell u something
that's been on my mind
da last couple of days...

i like these two cute guys.
one goes to my skool and
the othr got kicked outta
da skool.
one of them i met in
my dance class and he's
2yrs older than me,
so i'm not sure if he wud have
time for gf cuz he's involved
in so many activities at skool.

da othr guy is really really cute.
i had 2 classes wit him,
until he got kicked out.
i was gonna tell him i liked him too,
but i was too late and he had
already left the skool.

so,i think i'm gonna choose
the guy that got kicked out,
cuz he's really HOT,
and i always wonder what
wud've happened if he never left
the skool,
so i'm starting to talk to him on
myspace, hoping
to catch his attention
on me[lol]

but then again i do also
like the othr guy...
i don't know what to do......

take the pain outta love and then love won't exist...

yesturday i went to see
Shrek 3...
it wasn't all dat gr8t.

i also went to a party,
which wasn't dat fun as
they usually are.

well,dis wk i have finals,
sucks.
my last wk of skool
and i'm stuck takin test.
today,
during 3rd period,
my class was suppose to have a
pizza party,
but ms.nicdao was absent
cuz she ran a marathon yesturday,
i hope she's ok and relaxed enough.

so today was good,
nothin bad happened,
no drama and everyday
i'm gettin ovr dat asshole ex of mine.
i have a very very bad feelin,
something is gonna happen
dis summer or in soft-more yr
btwn me and him,
i kno him so well to predict da future.
but i promise u dis,
I WILL NEVER EVER GET BACK WIT HIM AGAIN!!

fuck what i said before, it don't mean shit now....

i just wish things cud go
back like they were before...
with no drama...

today was the Junior's mass
and pretty much their "special" day...
all the songs they played before
the mass,
me and my friend jazmin were
singing to dem,
like singing out loud,
my friend Livvy was just looking
at us as if we were wierd,
but we are and proud of it,lol.

dis weekend i have nothin or nowhere
to go or do,
wait...
i got finals to study for
[damn]
o well....

currently listening to: Sum 41 "Underclass Heroes"
wishing: i go out wit my amigas and just have fun
mood: flirty and hyper
quote of the day: "live life to the fullest and don't anything bring you down"

so i thought...

he is just like ne othr guy...
always making promises
and saying stuff to me
i thought he meant,
but it was all just a big lie
:*(
i don't kno why i'm tearing
rite now,
just thinkin of the fact dat he keeps
hurting me and i keep
giving him chances..
gawd,
i was such an idiot.
i regret it,
i regret it all.
i fell in love wit a jerk!!!!!

REVENGE!?!?!?!!?

k,
so ya today i was havin
a good day until my ex
decided to ruin it by writing in
my yearbook saying
"REVENGE!!!!"
wut da hell??!?!?!?!
i got so pissed,
and i still am rite now.
he had no rite to sign my
yearbook.
so 2moro me and my
friend are gonna kick his
ass and tell him off...
[asshole]

it's kinda funny how things turned out to be in the end...

"sometimes solutions aren't so simple,
sometimes goodbye's the only way"

ya...
so it's funnny how we said
we make things workout btwn us,
but i had a feeling it wasn't
meant to be said...
once again,
things got screwed up
and i made it worse by
making him hate me....
i think he hates me for sure now,
well at least da stuff i told
him was true and he knows it,
he just won't admit it...

party,compitition and some more partying...

well
dis weekend has been
really busy for me
friday nite i had
to perform at my skool
at the Fine Arts Department Banquet.
my friends and i recieved
trophys for being
involved wit dance.
saturday i was gone all
afternoon and nite
for my Folklorico compitition
it was 4rm 6-9pm
but i had to b there by 5pm and i
didn't get home till
like 10:30pm i think
cuz it was all the way out
in Riverside and lotz of traffic.
sunday
we had a barbeque for my
dad's b-day
and today
my sis and i went to
hangout wit my cuzns for
a while and
i also had to finish my hw[too much]
so all weekend
i've been busy
and also saturday mornin
i saw Pirates of the Caribbean 3
[it was awesome]

Avril Lavigne "Runaway"

i can't believe wut is happening....

ppl have been tellin my
ex dat i talked shit bout
him on myspace when
da truth is i never did,
ok, ya
i told him to drop dead,
but i only said dat
cuz i was mad.
so now he hates me,
he probably hates me
so much he wants me
to die...
i've been trying to explain
to him wut i really said
but he won't listen to me.
he needs to kno
dat honest complete truth
bout those bulletins
i posted on myspace.
cuz it pisses me off
dat he hates me for
somethin i nver said...

the honest complete truth....

ya so once again,
it was an ugly break-up,
but it was just like a waste
of my time.
i mean,
he's da one who wanted to
get back together
and he didn't do shit to
make it last...
dis is why i'm pissed.
i mean,
i tried to work it out
but he's so complicated
to get thru.
i just really hate da fact
he didn't do anything
to save dis relationship
he just gave up and
it fuckin sucks.

today was just another day witout a thought of you...

so ya, i think me
and yahir are done,
cuz he hasn't said nething
to me bout his decision...
neway,
today i just found out
i have to perfrom dis friday
nite at the fine arts department concert
[[sigh]]
and i really don't wanna
go to compititon saturday,
but if i don't
literally my teacher wud kill me!!!!!
neway...
i'm really bored rite now,
i'm currently on myspace
and i'm listening to
Linkin Park's new album
[[it fuckin rocks!!!!!]]

this makes sense...

from day one i talked about getting out
bot not forgetting about
how my worst fears are letting out
he said why put a new address
on the same old loneliness
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die
now talking is just a waste of breath
and living's just a waste of death
and why put a new address
on the same loneliness
and this is you and me
and me and you
until we've got noting left

by denise lopez

as days go by, i still think and wonder if all of this is worth my time...

update bout my realtionship...
fuck, i don't evn kno,
he hasn't said shit to me
so i'm guessin he doesn't want
to be in dis realtionship.
to me,
i feel like i'm da only one
making an effort to keep
dis going while he is just
there...
[sigh]
idk wut i'm goin to do...

it couldn't been worse...

today,
my mom took me,sam,
and denise to an art museum
for our art report we have to do...
well on the way back,
we we're on the freeway,
and we realized my mom
had a flat,
but then as we were tryn
to pull over,
da whole tire was falling
apart and i just paniced
so badly, i began to shake
a bit...
but luckly the freeway control service
was there and he replaced
the tire and we were able
to get home safe...
but i was so scared,
idk why tho....
luckly nothing really bad
happend to us....
seriously it could've been worse.

i don't...but he mite...

i talked to my bf today
during lunch to get things
straight btwn us...
but he just ended up confusing
me and himself[dork]
we're not sure if we're gonna
stay together,
but i really want to work
this out and just move on
and still be together
and last as long as he told
me a while back.
i'm tryin to get things outta him,
but he won't tell me.
i kno how he feels deep
down inside, but he won't tell me...
i really wanna be wit him...
ever heard dat quote,
"it's ez to fall in love but it's evn harder to let go"
well dat's pretty much how
our relationship is...
i hope he makes a decision soon
cuz idk................................

confused and don't know what to do...

well...
i feel really like down rite now,
i don't feel like doing anythin
or talkin to anyone...
my bf and i just talked bout
us and if we're gonna make it,
but we're both confused
and not sure what's gonna happen...
to be honest...
i really don't wanna break up...
but it just mite happen
and i'm gonna have to
accept it, i guess.
i think he knows i was
cryin on the phone
when we talked earlier...
it just sucks...
2moro, i'll probably feel
like crap and not give
a shit what anyone says or does...
but me and him really need
to talk...
and what ever he decides to do,
i have to accept his decision...
i really don't feel
like typing rite now.
i'm just probably gonna go
to bed evn though it's
only 8pm,idk.
i feel like i have nothin else
to do, but mope around
and just think and think...

today was my dad's b-day...

today is my dad's b-day,
i wud tell you his age,
but sadly i don't even know...
dis friday we're throwin
him a party along wit his cousin and
my othr cuzn.
so friday nite is another party
i gotta be at...
kinda sucks cuz i was gonna
make plans wit my friends,
but i did ask if i can invite a friend,
they said maybe.
dis weekend i'ma be soooo bz...
i'll tell u more later bout it durin
da week.

last nite...

last nite i went to another
party for my cousin...
dat party was best party ever...
i had so much fun.
of course there was a jumper
and we were in there all nite.
we kept tryn to bring it down
but the parents stopped us [damn]
but we finally did
and it was so awesome[lol]
the parents even started to laugh
at us cuz we played dat
game ring-around-the-rosie [?]
but it was fun...
but my cuzn michelle didn't play
with us cuz she just
wanted to talk to her boyfriend [w/e.]
i had fun and so did my cuzns.
it was da best party,
so far dis month...lol

the untouchable...

k denise,
i hope ur read dis cuz
u wanted to kno.
what we learned in class today
was about personal space
btwn people and places that
we can't touch [it was a weird class]
and also bout abuse and rape
and stuff like dat.
class was only 30min [thank god]
so dat's wut i learned today [lmao].

neway
today i'm goin to another party...
o ya,
denise,
for dat art report my mom
said she wud take us [me,sam,and u]
to da art museum like next weekend.
i'll email u bout dis.

i'd rather not say anything and leave it at that...

if u heard bout wut happened
to me during 3rd period,
don't say anything.
and also i don't wanna talk
about it.
all day ppl have been askin
me if i was ok,
evn teachers found out wut happened.
I'M FUCKIN ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!

DENISE,
I'LL LET YOU KNO WUT I LEARNED IN CONFIRMATION CLASS 2MORO [LMAO]
I'LL POST A SPECIAL BLOG JUST FOR YOU[LOLZ].

runaway....

"I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

So-so's how I'm doing, if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch


And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize"

if u were my man and i was ur girl....

iF i WAS YOUR GiRL

1.)how many times a day would you kiss me?

2.)how many times a day would you just want to hold me?

3.)would you love me?

4.)if we went out on a date would u have me pay for it?

5.)would you take me anywhere special?

6.)If I was sick... what would you do?

7.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do?

8.)would u tell me?

9.)would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them?

10.)Would u introduce me to your mom/dad?

11.)Would you care about what i wore when we went out ?

12.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?

13.)Would u give me your myspace password?

14.)If i gave you mine would you read all my mail?

15.)If i said i loved you would you say it back?

16.) Would you get in a fight over me if a guy was trying to do something he shouldnt to me?

17.) tell me all the ways u would love me?

18.)Would u put me on your myspace?

19.) Would you tell all your friends you have a girl you love?

20.) would you go to my games and support me

21.) Would you hold my hand in front of all your friends

22.) Would you want to come chill with me

23.) Do you currently have a crush on me?

24.) Tell me how you currently feel about me.

annoying as they can be, i still love them...

my cuzns Nicole and Michelle
are my best friends.
but they sometimes can get
annoying...
especially Michelle.
Nicole is just crazy and
sounds like a 9yr old [so yahir says]
last nite at the party i was
at...
michelle decided to call my bf
and ask him why he hasn't called me...
well i guess u can say
she was like yellin at him
but not really.
after awhile, she just got
really annoyin and sorta pissed
me off, thru da nite.
and Nicole just wouldn't shutup.
gawd!!!
they can sometimes just get
on my nerve,
but i love them otherwise.

party !!!!!party!!!!!party!!!!!! & grades?!?!?!!?

tonite i'm goin to 2parties.
dis shud be fun...
i'm goin to cuzn Mike's party first at 5pm
and then at like 7pm
i'm goin to my uncle's party.
all day i've been cleaning
and i also did all my spanish hw.
O!!!!
and i got my progress report...
i only got 1 C dis time.
but dis time my "C"
wasn't in spanish[i got a B]
i got a C in History [dat bitch]
but w/e.
i've always hated dat class...
i always seem to fall asleep in there.
my gpa is 3.17,
which i think is good,
but my parents want me to improve.
i probably will...
we'll see...lol

2min & 30seconds...

we performed today at
Albion Elementary School
in Downtown.
well we got lost plus we missed
da exit on da freeway 2x's.
we we're laughin at ms.v.
we finally got there and we
only had 40min to get dressed.
but in the end,
it was fun and we got to watch
da other couples dance.
we left CSHM at 11:15am
and came back at 3:15pm.
it was cool...
but now we gotta perform
for International Day at CSHM
and then at the Fine Arts Concert
and plus our competition.
all in the next three fridays
and one saturday.
we are gonna be so tired after all this...

Oh little brother please refrain from doing that...

dance is fun, i get my anger out by stomping my heels really hard when i'm mad...

i get outta school early 2moro!!!!!!
i leave at 11am and won't come back till
like 4pm...
well laura's back in dance [fuck]
sam and i were complainin
bout it during class,
and she knew we were talkin bout
her and we can tell she was pissed
at us and now she hates us,lol.
o well,
we hate her too,
especially her asshole
bf Jack [i hate him so much].
i hope they die!!!!!!! [lmao]

you guys are not funny, ur just plain mean....

so from now on,
i'm locking my locker.
denise and sam decided to play a joke
on me with my locker.
i was waitin to go to my locker
and denise and sam are like
"go to ur locker!!!!!"
and i'm like
" y u guys want me to go????"
so i go, open my locker
and Frickin denise and sam switched
my stuff to another locker!!!!
they were just lookin at me laughn
so hard...
and i'm like
"where's my stuff?!?!?!!?"
it turns out they put my
stuff in the locker next to mine.
So now i'm lockin my locker!!!!!


DENISE, YOU ARE SO MEAN, YOUR NOT FUNNY!!!!!!
I'MA GET U BACK AND SAM TOO.

I think about the little things that make life great...

"I wouldn't change a thing about it"

I wouldn't change the way i look
just cuz u say so.
I wouldn't hangout with different
people, just for u to like me.
I wouldn't change anything about me
just for you.
But one thing I will do is
Love you with all me heart
and never hurt you.
Just promise me one thing...
Never hurt me and Love me
for who I am.
That's all I ask of you.

You know I love you very much, I always wanna be with you, I always wanna hold your hand.

[I wanna hangout with you at school]

partying is wut my family does best....

yesturday i went to 3 partys
all in one nite...
i went to my friend Sam's party,
den i went to my cuzn Kriz's party,
and after dat i went to my dad's
cuzn party.
i didn't get home till like 1am
[i wuz so tired]
today i gotta go to another party
for my dad's aunt's b-day party.
and then next weekend,
it's my cuzn and uncle's party...
both on saturday.
gawd,
i'm goin to too many partys
dis month.
and i think in 2weeks is my other cuzn's b-day
so dats another party to go to.
TOO MANY B-DAYS DIS MONTH!!!!!!

today is a new day....

currently watching tv....
not much to do except soon i
gotta get ready for a party...
went to da mall dis morning
and bought a ton of stuff.
woke up at 8am dis morning[so tired]
[sigh]
wishing i was in a another place...

a day that shall not be forgotten....

my friends and i had to walk 5miles
today at our school in da HOT sun.
but we cheated...
as well as everyone else.
but afterwards wuz kool.
i mean we got to see dis awesome
band perform [da lead singer wuz hot]
and they gave us a free cd of theirs.
when dat waz ovr,
sam came to my house
to eat some pizza [it wuz good...lolz]
but the part dat sucks is dat our
shoes are so dirty.
they were black at the start,
but by the end they were brown...w/e
2moro i'm goin to sam's party
so dat should be fun...
sunday who knows wut i'm doin,
probably nothin.
we'll c wut happens.

another busy weekend, another busy life...

so 2moro is the CSHM Walk-A-Thon,
not exciting but we do get out of
class and only go to da skool for only
3hrs walkin around the track i think 8x's.
neway...
2moro i gotta babysit my lil sis n bro
so my parents can go party wit
out us [pshh]
but they are lettn me go to da
movies wit my bf 2moro
b4 they go out, so i guess dat's good.
and saturday they're lettin me
go to my friend's party and lettin me sleep
over, so i guess i'll be busy dis weekend.
and next friday i leave skool early
to go perform at a skool in Folklorico Dance Class.
i think i leave at 11am and i won't be back
till like btwn 3-4pm.
well i'm glad tri-terms are over,
but i am worried about my
history grade only bcuz
my group failed da project we
had to do, and da tri-term
test was ez but i think i messed up
on da true or false questions.
i'm scared for my grade in dat class now...

days come and go, but my feelings for u are forever...

"never leave the one u love for the one u like, for the one u like will leave you for the one they love"

just a reminder...

DENISE, DON'T FORGET UR WALK-A-THON MONEY 2MORO!!!!!

don't say anything at all....

stupid laura had told mz.velasques
dat all of us weren't goin to practice
cuz she couldn't find us...
so ms.v called her daughter
and told her we weren't comin and for
her not to come...
but when we went to ask ms.v
if were still havin practice,
she told us wut laura had told her
and we told her where we were
and da reason we were late...
so mz.v had to call her daughter
and tell we were comin...
so cuz of all dis drama,
we didn't start practice till 3:20pm
and only had like 30min practice [dat wuz good]
we just think she had no rite to say anything
cuz she quit dance
and we just got mad at her for dat...
next time she shud keep her damn
mouth close [bitch].

eternity...

i lie in bed at nite and pray
that you will think of me
i cry until my eyelids close,
and dream - eternity.

i wake to sunlight on my face
for a moment i forget
then a cloud passes by
and i realize, this is it.

i carry on throughout the day
feigning joy and feeling pain
i long to gaze upon your face
and share a smile, and embrace.

the day is drawing to an end
and still i think of you
i try to relax, yet in my mind
i wonder what to do.

so now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the Lord, my soul will keep
and should you chance to think of me
know that i love you - eternally.

a pic wit da hottest guy on da UCLA team...

Just thought i wud share dis awesome
pic wit u ppl.
Dis wuz da best day ever...

the future freaks me out....

u got ur second chance,
u said u wanted it and u got it...
now why the fuck can't u show dat
u really want dis????
u already proved it and
how frickin hard is it to show it!!!!

is this real or just a fling....

U say u wanna b wit me,
but u don't show it.
U say u love me,
but do u mean it?????
Is this real or just a fling????

Stuck To You...

"Our only connection is synthetically
We show our affection electronically"

I Thought I Wuz Dumb....

I got a letter in the mail rite now,
addressed to my parents,
but my dad showed me and told me to read it,
i really didn't want to.
But it turns out i got a certificate
4rm the
STUDENT NOMINATION COMMITTEE
NATIONAL HONOR ROLL.
My dad said he wuz proud of me.
I was just like "Woah"
I'm guessin dis will look good
on my college application senior yr,lolz.

Baby, It's Fact...

"Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true"

I don't know why I love him so much
and yet hardly talk to him
at school.
But our love for eachother is
unexplainable.
I really hope it really works out dis time.
Yahir, if ur reading dis,
i love u wit all my heart
ALWAYS n FOREVER.

spring break comin to an end, but an unforgetful weekend...

friday wuz so much fun.
me nad sam went to disneyland and
the first ride we went on wuz
Space Mountain.
dis ride wuz so awesome cuz as
ur on the ride they play
RHCP "Higher Ground"
it wuz so cool,we wanted to get on again.
at lunch time, we saw our friend Amber
and said hi to her and then left
to go on some more rides.
at nite,
da last ride we went on wuz the
Haunted Mansion.
during da elevator part,
b4 we actually get on the ride,
someone grabbed my ankle and
i jumped and screamed.
i told sam what happened and she
didn't believe me.
so on the ride we were arguin bout it
and some guys next to us heard us
and asked us if someone had also grabbed
my ankle,and i told him ya.
and he told us dat someone had also grabbed
his ankle.scary.
saturday wuz so funny...
i went to my friend Denise's b-day party
along wit our othr friend Sam.
Dis party we spent da whole time laughin.
especially when Denise's uncle pushed her
face into the cake,
me and sam we laughin so hard,
we almost began to cry.
denise's gma kept makin us play games
and Denise is just like "No!!!!!"
Sam and i were just laughin.
also,one of denise's little cute cuzn
kept "flirting" with me, supposeably.
so apparently i have a new boyfriend
who is 1yrs old.
but dis little boy is so cute.
Neway, i plan to probably do nothing today
except finish my lit. essay
which i really don't wanna do, but w/e.
and i also hope i can get some more sleep,
cuz well i'm lazy and tired
and there's anothr reason but i
won't say it, but i think Denise knows wut
i mean.

My Dad Fell For It....

k,so today my dad went to Costco.
last time he went he told me
they had Converses on sale.
so...dis time on the list he made for da store
i added my show size and the Converses
i wanted.
well when he came home,
he had da box of shoes in his hands
and asked me who they were for.
i just looked at him and laughed,
when i told him it was a joke,
he's like o well.
i get to keep da shoes but i just lost my
months allowance.
o well...
at least i got a new pair of shoes.
LOLZ

A Busy Weekend Ahead Of Me...

Well...
Friday, my friend invited me to Disneyland.
Saturday, I have confirmation class(fuck)
and i also got invited to a party for my best friend Denise.
Sunday,I'm not doin anything,
maybe i'll got to da mall wit my mom.
Sucks, cuz i start skool Monday
and i also have dance practice monday(damn).
Neway...
I wuz planning on goin on Myspace today
but i just found out my dad changed da
password to da parental control crap.
i can't figure it out.
I'm askin him today to unblock it
cuz he said he'd only block it for a month
and it's been more den a month already.
Rite now i'm watching FUSE,
dat's all i watch now
and also MTV and The-N.
I'm so bored...
Denise if u read dis,
email me or something,plz.
Yahir if u read dis,
call me,plz.

Oh, It Is LOVE...

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Working Hard, Working Long....

today i went to work wit my dad's cuzn and my cuzn.
we left to work at 7:30am[too early for me].
i thought it would be an ez day.
boy wuz i wrong.
my cuzn made us do some filing for her [dat took all day].
o ya,
she works at Superior Court House in Downtown.
so much filing...
but it wuz so tirein by da end of the day.
i got home like at 5:30pm.
i'm so tired rite now,
i just wanna go to sleep.
2moro,
my mom wants to go to da Science Center.
i really don't wanna go,
i want to stay home and sleep,
and maybe finish my hw.

UCLA Bruins #1....

yesturday,
my family [aunts,uncles,cuzns,etc.]
and i went to UCLA to watch the football team
practice and we also got to meet the team.
but the most exciting part i guess u can
say is that we got their autographs
and i got to take a pic wit da hottest guy
on the team.
yesturday wuz awesome,
i evn got to see the campus,it's huge.
da only bad thing wuz dat i had
to get up at 7am in order to leave
at 9am to get there on time.
so many ppl were there.
i will never forget dis day.

The River....

This is da best song and video from Good Charlotte.
ENJOY!!!!!

The River Video

The River lyrics - Good Charlotte lyrics

Good Charlotte Music Videos

Music Video Codes by VideoCure

he has to prove to me dat he really wants to be wit me....

dis is gonna b a long blog.

so,i decided to go to da movies wit me ex on tuesday.
during the movie he asked for a 2nd chance.
he also told me he really loved me and
he promised never to hurt me again.
well...
since dat day,
i've been really thinkin bout dis.
we've broken up and gotten back 2gether like 3xs,
i'm afraid dat if i do get back wit him,
we'll probably breakup within 2-3 months
and i think it wud just be a waste of time if dat happenz.
so if we can last longer than 3months,
den i know dis is real and not like a waste of time
cuz we've been thru dis 3xs already.
so till i make my decision,
he has to prove to me dat he really loves me
and wants to be wit me.

Personality Type B....

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Blue Monday.....

I have been so bored today...
I should've planned something wit my firends,
well at least i'm goin out 2moro nite.
Da only good thing i did today was shop
and talk to some old friends.
I should do my hw,
but i don't want to,
Who get's hw on spring break?!?!?!!?
It sucks!!!!!
At dis point and time i'm listenin and watchin music...
dis is what i do when i'm bored,
i kno,
i have no life.
W/E.

Gimme A Chance...

You think that they’ll always be there
Through it all.
But you can’t always rely on them
To catch you when you fall.

Sometimes you find yourself
Lost in the crowd.
Doing all that you can
But never making them proud.

You follow each step
That everyone takes-
You’re living your life for them,
But as a fake.

They lie to you,
You lie to them.
When will you realize,
You can do whatever you want to do?

When you finally stand up,
You find yourself being pushed back down.
And you’re left all alone,
With nothing but a frown.

Nobody cares
About what you have to say,
In this life,
It only goes their way.

Nobody cares,
What you want to do.
For they rule everyone,
Including you.

Nobody knows what it’s like,
To sit at home and be alone tonight.
And nobody knows what it’s like,
To never have anything ever go right.

But young girl, stop your crying,
Stop your tears.
No one can help you,
You just have to get over your fears.

Stand up to those,
Who put pressure on you.
Let them know what it is
That you want to do.

If they laugh,
Then you laugh too.
If they point,
Just point back at you.

Let them know you’re sick
Of always following them around,
That you don’t want to be,
Just another background sound.

You’ll feel much better,
After conquering your fear.
But you’ll still be looking,
For someone to be near.

Someone will come,
They eventually do.
‘Cause after you stood up,
They’ll be looking up to you.

Just take a lesson from this.
Never let anyone tell you how to live your life,
Or who you should be.
Just smile and say back to them,
“I just want to be me.”

The Academy Is....

The Academy Is... new cd comes out Tuesday,
I can't wait.
I'm listening to their new cd
rite now as i'm writing this blog.
Also Monday is my best friend
Denise's B-day.
She's so happy cuz their new album
comes out da day after her b-day.
So far my fav. song 4rm their new album is called,
"We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands"
Dis song rocks.

New Album Come's Out April 3,2007

Spring Break Has Finally Arrived...

Today was my last day of skool.
I don't go back for another two weeks.
But fuck do I have a shit load of Homework,
especially from Spanish class(i hate dis class).
Wut's even worse is dat i have to write 2 essays...
But at least i get to hangout wit my friends.
I'm suppose to be grounded,
but my dad said if i behave he'll let me go out.
Rite now da time is currently 2pm.
Bored........................
Gawd,
I'm glad it's finally Spring Break,
but at dis point and time,
I'm already bored.