Monday, April 30, 2007

I think about the little things that make life great...

"I wouldn't change a thing about it"

I wouldn't change the way i look
just cuz u say so.
I wouldn't hangout with different
people, just for u to like me.
I wouldn't change anything about me
just for you.
But one thing I will do is
Love you with all me heart
and never hurt you.
Just promise me one thing...
Never hurt me and Love me
for who I am.
That's all I ask of you.

You know I love you very much, I always wanna be with you, I always wanna hold your hand.

[I wanna hangout with you at school]

Sunday, April 29, 2007

partying is wut my family does best....

yesturday i went to 3 partys
all in one nite...
i went to my friend Sam's party,
den i went to my cuzn Kriz's party,
and after dat i went to my dad's
cuzn party.
i didn't get home till like 1am
[i wuz so tired]
today i gotta go to another party
for my dad's aunt's b-day party.
and then next weekend,
it's my cuzn and uncle's party...
both on saturday.
gawd,
i'm goin to too many partys
dis month.
and i think in 2weeks is my other cuzn's b-day
so dats another party to go to.
TOO MANY B-DAYS DIS MONTH!!!!!!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

today is a new day....

currently watching tv....
not much to do except soon i
gotta get ready for a party...
went to da mall dis morning
and bought a ton of stuff.
woke up at 8am dis morning[so tired]
[sigh]
wishing i was in a another place...

Friday, April 27, 2007

a day that shall not be forgotten....

my friends and i had to walk 5miles
today at our school in da HOT sun.
but we cheated...
as well as everyone else.
but afterwards wuz kool.
i mean we got to see dis awesome
band perform [da lead singer wuz hot]
and they gave us a free cd of theirs.
when dat waz ovr,
sam came to my house
to eat some pizza [it wuz good...lolz]
but the part dat sucks is dat our
shoes are so dirty.
they were black at the start,
but by the end they were brown...w/e
2moro i'm goin to sam's party
so dat should be fun...
sunday who knows wut i'm doin,
probably nothin.
we'll c wut happens.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

another busy weekend, another busy life...

so 2moro is the CSHM Walk-A-Thon,
not exciting but we do get out of
class and only go to da skool for only
3hrs walkin around the track i think 8x's.
neway...
2moro i gotta babysit my lil sis n bro
so my parents can go party wit
out us [pshh]
but they are lettn me go to da
movies wit my bf 2moro
b4 they go out, so i guess dat's good.
and saturday they're lettin me
go to my friend's party and lettin me sleep
over, so i guess i'll be busy dis weekend.
and next friday i leave skool early
to go perform at a skool in Folklorico Dance Class.
i think i leave at 11am and i won't be back
till like btwn 3-4pm.
well i'm glad tri-terms are over,
but i am worried about my
history grade only bcuz
my group failed da project we
had to do, and da tri-term
test was ez but i think i messed up
on da true or false questions.
i'm scared for my grade in dat class now...

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

days come and go, but my feelings for u are forever...

"never leave the one u love for the one u like, for the one u like will leave you for the one they love"

just a reminder...

DENISE, DON'T FORGET UR WALK-A-THON MONEY 2MORO!!!!!

Monday, April 23, 2007

don't say anything at all....

stupid laura had told mz.velasques
dat all of us weren't goin to practice
cuz she couldn't find us...
so ms.v called her daughter
and told her we weren't comin and for
her not to come...
but when we went to ask ms.v
if were still havin practice,
she told us wut laura had told her
and we told her where we were
and da reason we were late...
so mz.v had to call her daughter
and tell we were comin...
so cuz of all dis drama,
we didn't start practice till 3:20pm
and only had like 30min practice [dat wuz good]
we just think she had no rite to say anything
cuz she quit dance
and we just got mad at her for dat...
next time she shud keep her damn
mouth close [bitch].

Sunday, April 22, 2007

eternity...

i lie in bed at nite and pray
that you will think of me
i cry until my eyelids close,
and dream - eternity.

i wake to sunlight on my face
for a moment i forget
then a cloud passes by
and i realize, this is it.

i carry on throughout the day
feigning joy and feeling pain
i long to gaze upon your face
and share a smile, and embrace.

the day is drawing to an end
and still i think of you
i try to relax, yet in my mind
i wonder what to do.

so now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the Lord, my soul will keep
and should you chance to think of me
know that i love you - eternally.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

a pic wit da hottest guy on da UCLA team...

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Just thought i wud share dis awesome
pic wit u ppl.
Dis wuz da best day ever...

Friday, April 20, 2007

the future freaks me out....

u got ur second chance,
u said u wanted it and u got it...
now why the fuck can't u show dat
u really want dis????
u already proved it and
how frickin hard is it to show it!!!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

is this real or just a fling....

U say u wanna b wit me,
but u don't show it.
U say u love me,
but do u mean it?????
Is this real or just a fling????

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Stuck To You...

"Our only connection is synthetically
We show our affection electronically"

Monday, April 16, 2007

I Thought I Wuz Dumb....

I got a letter in the mail rite now,
addressed to my parents,
but my dad showed me and told me to read it,
i really didn't want to.
But it turns out i got a certificate
4rm the
STUDENT NOMINATION COMMITTEE
NATIONAL HONOR ROLL.
My dad said he wuz proud of me.
I was just like "Woah"
I'm guessin dis will look good
on my college application senior yr,lolz.

Baby, It's Fact...

"Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true"

I don't know why I love him so much
and yet hardly talk to him
at school.
But our love for eachother is
unexplainable.
I really hope it really works out dis time.
Yahir, if ur reading dis,
i love u wit all my heart
ALWAYS n FOREVER.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

spring break comin to an end, but an unforgetful weekend...

friday wuz so much fun.
me nad sam went to disneyland and
the first ride we went on wuz
Space Mountain.
dis ride wuz so awesome cuz as
ur on the ride they play
RHCP "Higher Ground"
it wuz so cool,we wanted to get on again.
at lunch time, we saw our friend Amber
and said hi to her and then left
to go on some more rides.
at nite,
da last ride we went on wuz the
Haunted Mansion.
during da elevator part,
b4 we actually get on the ride,
someone grabbed my ankle and
i jumped and screamed.
i told sam what happened and she
didn't believe me.
so on the ride we were arguin bout it
and some guys next to us heard us
and asked us if someone had also grabbed
my ankle,and i told him ya.
and he told us dat someone had also grabbed
his ankle.scary.
saturday wuz so funny...
i went to my friend Denise's b-day party
along wit our othr friend Sam.
Dis party we spent da whole time laughin.
especially when Denise's uncle pushed her
face into the cake,
me and sam we laughin so hard,
we almost began to cry.
denise's gma kept makin us play games
and Denise is just like "No!!!!!"
Sam and i were just laughin.
also,one of denise's little cute cuzn
kept "flirting" with me, supposeably.
so apparently i have a new boyfriend
who is 1yrs old.
but dis little boy is so cute.
Neway, i plan to probably do nothing today
except finish my lit. essay
which i really don't wanna do, but w/e.
and i also hope i can get some more sleep,
cuz well i'm lazy and tired
and there's anothr reason but i
won't say it, but i think Denise knows wut
i mean.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

My Dad Fell For It....

k,so today my dad went to Costco.
last time he went he told me
they had Converses on sale.
so...dis time on the list he made for da store
i added my show size and the Converses
i wanted.
well when he came home,
he had da box of shoes in his hands
and asked me who they were for.
i just looked at him and laughed,
when i told him it was a joke,
he's like o well.
i get to keep da shoes but i just lost my
months allowance.
o well...
at least i got a new pair of shoes.
LOLZ

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

A Busy Weekend Ahead Of Me...

Well...
Friday, my friend invited me to Disneyland.
Saturday, I have confirmation class(fuck)
and i also got invited to a party for my best friend Denise.
Sunday,I'm not doin anything,
maybe i'll got to da mall wit my mom.
Sucks, cuz i start skool Monday
and i also have dance practice monday(damn).
Neway...
I wuz planning on goin on Myspace today
but i just found out my dad changed da
password to da parental control crap.
i can't figure it out.
I'm askin him today to unblock it
cuz he said he'd only block it for a month
and it's been more den a month already.
Rite now i'm watching FUSE,
dat's all i watch now
and also MTV and The-N.
I'm so bored...
Denise if u read dis,
email me or something,plz.
Yahir if u read dis,
call me,plz.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Oh, It Is LOVE...

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Monday, April 9, 2007

Working Hard, Working Long....

today i went to work wit my dad's cuzn and my cuzn.
we left to work at 7:30am[too early for me].
i thought it would be an ez day.
boy wuz i wrong.
my cuzn made us do some filing for her [dat took all day].
o ya,
she works at Superior Court House in Downtown.
so much filing...
but it wuz so tirein by da end of the day.
i got home like at 5:30pm.
i'm so tired rite now,
i just wanna go to sleep.
2moro,
my mom wants to go to da Science Center.
i really don't wanna go,
i want to stay home and sleep,
and maybe finish my hw.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

UCLA Bruins #1....

yesturday,
my family [aunts,uncles,cuzns,etc.]
and i went to UCLA to watch the football team
practice and we also got to meet the team.
but the most exciting part i guess u can
say is that we got their autographs
and i got to take a pic wit da hottest guy
on the team.
yesturday wuz awesome,
i evn got to see the campus,it's huge.
da only bad thing wuz dat i had
to get up at 7am in order to leave
at 9am to get there on time.
so many ppl were there.
i will never forget dis day.

Friday, April 6, 2007

The River....

This is da best song and video from Good Charlotte.
ENJOY!!!!!



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Thursday, April 5, 2007

he has to prove to me dat he really wants to be wit me....

dis is gonna b a long blog.

so,i decided to go to da movies wit me ex on tuesday.
during the movie he asked for a 2nd chance.
he also told me he really loved me and
he promised never to hurt me again.
well...
since dat day,
i've been really thinkin bout dis.
we've broken up and gotten back 2gether like 3xs,
i'm afraid dat if i do get back wit him,
we'll probably breakup within 2-3 months
and i think it wud just be a waste of time if dat happenz.
so if we can last longer than 3months,
den i know dis is real and not like a waste of time
cuz we've been thru dis 3xs already.
so till i make my decision,
he has to prove to me dat he really loves me
and wants to be wit me.

Monday, April 2, 2007

Personality Type B....

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Blue Monday.....

I have been so bored today...
I should've planned something wit my firends,
well at least i'm goin out 2moro nite.
Da only good thing i did today was shop
and talk to some old friends.
I should do my hw,
but i don't want to,
Who get's hw on spring break?!?!?!!?
It sucks!!!!!
At dis point and time i'm listenin and watchin music...
dis is what i do when i'm bored,
i kno,
i have no life.
W/E.