confused and don't know what to do...

well...
i feel really like down rite now,
i don't feel like doing anythin
or talkin to anyone...
my bf and i just talked bout
us and if we're gonna make it,
but we're both confused
and not sure what's gonna happen...
to be honest...
i really don't wanna break up...
but it just mite happen
and i'm gonna have to
accept it, i guess.
i think he knows i was
cryin on the phone
when we talked earlier...
it just sucks...
2moro, i'll probably feel
like crap and not give
a shit what anyone says or does...
but me and him really need
to talk...
and what ever he decides to do,
i have to accept his decision...
i really don't feel
like typing rite now.
i'm just probably gonna go
to bed evn though it's
only 8pm,idk.
i feel like i have nothin else
to do, but mope around
and just think and think...